The experience
For the sake of my own record I am going to try and narrate the experience and why I asked the question.
Driving home from the Farm recently I felt very strongly to pull over and pray.
As I sat at the wheel of the car, engine running but parked the word “more” rose up from deep within my spirit. I began to say it over and over and over. It was like a formless balloon (my spirit consciousness) began to expand and expand. Like an intensity of being and growing life. While my spirit stayed centred in my body it felt like it was not particularly bound by my body but the “field” (also unbounded) was radiating life-force energy in a greater and greater way.
It very much felt like a profound shift in my identity and as I type like the breaking of waters when a woman goes into labour.
I sat in the moment for quite some time repeating the word more over and over and have continued to sit in it for the past couple of days .
The awareness of my expanded spirit or spirit consciousness has stayed with me.
It continues to feel like there has been a shift and that the rest of “me” (ie body, mind, will, emotions) has become more of the “vehicle” carrying or embodying my spirit and while not of less importance is wanting to take its lead from my spirit.
Hard to explain.
After sitting in the “more” for some time I felt very strongly to begin praying for both myself and the three men in my family.
The prayer was our family motto “Viet animo” – strength and courage.
Praying for myself, then my son, then my son-in-law and finally my husband.
The authority and intensity with which I prayed was flowing from the “more” and I felt the shift.
I have thought about strength and courage since then and been reminded of Joshua commission.
There have been other manifestations since then.
Also I have thinking a lot about the movie Avatar and the way Jake Sully moves from human form to the Avatar form – sealed by the connection to the Mother tree.